I love you. You're the reason I bother living anymore, and I'd give mylife for you.
{The more you ignore me
The closer I get
You're wasting your time
The more you ignore me
The closer I get
You're wasting your time}
But you couldn't care less, couldn't you? You just go about your business,fawning over the miko, sneering at people, allowing Soi to cling to youevery second you're NOT doing the aforementioned things...to you, I'm nextto nonexistent. The only time you acknowledge me is to express anger ordisgust.
It hurts. You're the person I love more than my own life, and the factthat you seem to despise my very existence makes me want to curl up into aball and cry.
It doesn't matter, though. Your pushing me away just means I need to workharder to get you to notice me. To make you see how much I really love you
{I will be
In the bar
With my head
On the bar
I am now
A central part
Of your mind's landscape
Whether you care
Or do not
Yeah, I've made up your mind}
I'll do anything for you. If there's someone you wish to be dead, I'llkill them. I'll fetch your drinks, polish your sword, allow you to use meas target practice if you need to sharpen up an attack of yours. You don'thave to say anything.. Your wish is mine.
I know you've led a harsh life, and that's why you're often so cold.You're content to never get close to anyone again, unless you need or wantsomething from them, it seems. You're manipulative, cruel, and arrogant. Areal bastard.
{The more you ignore me
The closer I get
You're wasting your time
The more you ignore me
The closer I get
You're wasting your time}
But I know you better than that. You DO have a soft side. Maybe you're notMr. Sensitive, but you're certainly no Ice King. You're capable of love,and letting someone get close to you without an ulterior motive. I'm determined to crack your shell..
No matter how hard you try to ignore me, or how much you despise me...nomatter how much I cry at night, longing for you. Even if one of us shouldunexpectedly die tomorrow, nothing will ever change this fact.I love you.
{Beware!
I bear more grudges
Than lonely high court judges
When you sleepI will creep
Into your thoughts
Like a bad debt
That you can't pay
Take the easy way
And give inYeah, and let me in}
And someday, I'm going to make you see it.. I'll make you seehow much you mean to me...and maybe, just maybe you'll realize you feelthe same way for me.Please...just give me a chance. Let me into your heart.
Trustme...I'd never, ever do anything to hurt you. All I want is to love you.Let me love you...
Monday, March 13, 2006
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